I’m dragging my feet about posting these days. It’s not that I haven’t had anything to write about, it’s just that a few things have happened this week that made me feel a bit down.
Mostly it was my visit to my family dr. that got me down. She promised me that she was going to get me back on some of my crohn’s meds if I continued to get worse and AGAIN she decided against it and wants to experiment with some herbal mixtures. I can officially say that I’m fed up with every single one of my doctors now. I can’t get better and get back to work if I’m not being cared for properly, and I’m starting to go just a bit stir crazy sitting at home.
Anyway, enough of my grumbling. Since I’ve been feeling more than a little bit evil this week it seemed like the perfect time to take the “How evil Are you” quiz:
You Are 38% Evil |
A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil. |
It turns out that I’m not as evil as I thought I was, but looking at the questions and having answered yes to most of the top 4 paragraphs I was starting to think the quiz was going to say I was 80% evil or something.
I found the questions very revealing in some ways.
Yes I do have vengeful feelings. I have broken the law in minor ways in the past, I’ve looked at nudie pics on line – can’t help it when you come across them accidentally can you? That I’ve lingered over a few of them wasn’t asked but to be honest, yes I have.
I’ve wished people harm but I’ve never acted on those feelings. I believe in fate and Karma and the people that have hurt me will probably get theirs eventually. I don’t hate kids or harbor secret desires to be mean just for the fun of it. I would never pick on someone with disabilities.
I do however have a lot of trouble tolerating blatantly stupid people or people who act weak but can and should be doing something for themselves to change the situation they’ve got themselves into.
I already know that I would give my life if I had to in order to save many others. In fact, thanks to SARS (severe acute respiratory syndrome) hitting Toronto in 2003 and working as a nurse in the midst of this terrible infectious disorder, I knew I was potentially risking my own life by continuing to work in the emergency department. However, if I, and others like me, weren’t working to help stop the spread of SARS it would have infected and killed many more people than it actually did.
I’ve never spit in someones drink, but I must admit that I’ve felt like it. I have blamed a fart or two on other people. Who hasn’t?
I have kissed people that I shouldn’t be kissing, particularly when I was just sweet 16. That is a story for another day though.
How about you? Did you take the “how evil are you test”? Did it make you think about things a little bit when you saw the quiz questions?
Are you a vengeful person? Have you taken revenge on someone? Or would you never dream of having an evil thought or doing something that might be considered mean no matter how deserving a person might be? I’d love to hear your thoughts.
Sorry to hear about your health problems. I have a friend who has Chron’s Disease and it can be deadly. If you are not comfortable with your Dr., then you should find another. Do not mess with your health.
I took this a while ago, and I think I scored somewhere in the 70’s Eek! Although I like to think I have mellowed over the years. I used to hold grudges, extract vengeance, and be careless with the feelings of others but as I have gotten older I think I tend to let a lot of that slide, and I think I am a much nicer person. I try to avoid drama and conflict whenever I can. I don’t know why my score was so high, maybe it was because of past transgressions.
Hey, I will invoke my high school yearbook quote, still relevant today “But I’m just misunderstood, I’m a sweetheart of a guy, honest!”
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Hi tricia,I’mnot an evil person ,i think i’ve pratically have reached
saint status by now.I’m not bragging but i’m becoming a
better person just by learning from my mistakes.
I HATE HATE HATE it when doctors say they’re going to do one thing, then they do another. Trust me, if I thought weeds were going to help, I’d be out grazing in the pasture!
Sorry, my inner bad girl got out for a second. I have a ton of health issues, which means I have a ton of specialists that I deal with. They’re all very good at what they do, and I appreciate them, but I don’t like being jerked around. If a doctor doesn’t think I need treatment because of their medical training and experience, then great. If they want to try a bunch of stuff that’s not likely to work, and meanwhile I’m strung out and in pain and getting worse, AND they don’t have a good reason for it, I fire them. Life’s too short to be some doc’s experiment. I’ve only had to do that once, and it was scary, but I’m so glad I did.
I have no idea if that’s what’s going on in your situation. I just heard you say you’re getting worse and that your doc said he/she would do something to help if that happened and he/she isn’t doing it, and that set off my “ticked off Jen” alert.
Hope you are feeling better soon!
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-chris.
just popping in to say hello…of course, I have felt revengeful against someone at times. I can even play out the whole scenario in my head……